Last Online: Apr 21, 2020 Date Joined: Jun 17, 2005 Real name: Nicoleyy Country: - United States State/Province: New York Status: Single Sex: Female Age: 23 Sexuality: Straight  Become a member Become a member Become a member Become a member
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About me:
chances are, you won't like me. i have a negative attitude about everything
without giving it a chance. im jealous & selfish. im rude, yet polite. im shy around some,
& loud around others. im not outgoing. i dont make friends easily. im a loner. i watch my
feet when i walk. i find something wrong with myself daily, but find everyone else to have
something that i dont. every girl is beautiful or a whore to me. i find everyone to be
better & more beautiful than i. i have really low self esteem. maybe i was never told i
was beautiful enough, who knows. i dont trust at all & the few that i do trust always find
some way to hurt me. i believe that everyone is out to get me. im always worried someone
who im close to, will hurt me. but other than that, i suppose im rather rad.
Turn ons:
the way my boyfriend looks at me,passion,spirituality,kissing in the rain,talkin until the sun rises,the feelin of warm skin,falling asleep next to a lover and holding his hand,the last breath before a first kiss,dirty dancing to hardcore music,inspiration,stars,razorblades,shoes,fishnets,polka dots,pirecings,tattoos,long hair,vinilla ice cream,grungyness,eyeliner,candle wax,cuddling,bitting,hugs,kisses,horror movies,foreplay,holding hands and really good bands
Turn offs:
The constant reminder that you're a memory long ago, lost in the shadows, while im still standing in the present,choking on the memory of your touch. Losers,liars,cheaters,meanness,too clean,feet,hairyness,chocolate ice cream,rootbeer,bi guys,shaved heads,all forms of confrontation,bad skin days,being in a group of people and only knowing one person,overplayed songs on the radio,people who have it far too easy,fighting,copycats,eatting too much,my face without make up,when i cant sleep,mental block,losing the backs of my earrings,smudgy eyeliner,paranoia,the feeling of loniness,missing the bus,being forgetful,bad hair days,losing contact with old friends,feeling tired,being hot,crying,being so bored it drives u crazy,knowing u shouldve done sumthing differently,finding out when its too late,the smell of hospitals,waiting rooms,losing things,feeling awkward,the feeling of guilt,upsetting people,dropping things,nails down a blackboard,seafood,being late,jealously,early mornings,arguing,depression,being all achy,being upset for no reasons,exams,when ur pen runs out of ink,not being able to help,worrying,regret,shallow people,bad luck,wasps,people who always complain about there appearence when there beautiful,growing apart,tension between people,people abusing my trust,being apart from sumone u love,being lied to,guys that break my heart and being with sumone and feeling alone
Hobbies:
music i guess...hXc,metal,Emo..GlassJAw,Head Automatica,Bright Eyes,Juliana Theory,Circa Survive,Bela KIss,Across Five Aprils,Atreyu,Slipknot,Superjoint Ritual,Down,Pantera,SLayer,The Used,Finch,Coheed and Cambria,Manson,Thursday,Taking BAck Sunday and soooo much more
I admire:
My cuzin Daryl,hes the singer of GlassJAw and Head Automatica,hes the best most coolest guy i know,and he makes me feel like i can do anything...
Favorite movies:
Enternal Sunshine,Butterfly Effect,Texas Chainsaw Massacre,American History X,Cat in the HAt,All the Ninja Turtles,The Blue Collar COmdey Tour,Saw,The Grudge,Meet the Fockers,Spanglish...theres a whole lot
Favorite TV shows:
Friends,Raymond,yes dear,2 and a half men,still standing,listen up,threes compant,cheers,animal cops,cops..fear factor..etc...
Best feature:
ive been told the my lips,eyes,hair and boobs were my best
Piercings?:
i have 8 in my ears,my 2 front holes are gauged to a 2,and my lip is pierced
Tatoos?:
no tattoos,just scarification,which is pretty cool,
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