Last Online: Apr 21, 2020 Date Joined: Sep 07, 2005 Real name: Nicoleyy Country: - United States State/Province: New York Status: Single Sex: Female Age: 18 Sexuality: Bisexual Become a member Become a member Become a member Become a member
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About me: chances are, you won't like me.i have a negative attitude about everything without giving it a chance. im jealous & selfish. im rude, yet polite.im shy around some,& loud around others. im not outgoing.i dont make friends easily. im a loner. i watch my feet when i walk. i find something wrong with myself daily,but find everyone else to have something that i dont. every girl is beautiful or a whore to me.i find everyone to be better & more beautiful than i. i have really low self esteem.maybe i was never told i was beautiful enough, who knows. i dont trust at all & the few that i do trust always find some way to hurt me.i believe that everyone is out to get me. im always worried someone who im close to, will hurt me. dont talk to me if you can't remember my name.I never know how to describe myself.Because im not sure what other people see me as.i fall for people way to fastI'll probably believe anything you tell me. dont take advantage of that. I'll find out and never talk to you again.i have very few friends(2) & too many acquaintances .my best friend and i are the most bestest friends in the world ?i like too hide stuff i find. that way no one can take it from me.i sit super high in my computer chair because it makes me feel bigi stay up all night & sleep all dayi'm simple, but its hard to impress me.but other then that,i suppose im rather rad! =)
Turn ons: the way my boyfriend looks at me,passion,spirituality,kissing in the rain,talkin until the sun rises,the feelin of warm skin,falling asleep next to a lover and holding his hand,the last breath before a first kiss,dirty dancing to hardcore music,inspiration,stars,razorblades,shoes,fishnets,polka dots,pirecings,tattoos,long hair,vinilla ice cream,grungyness,eyeliner,candle wax,cuddling,bitting,hugs,kisses,horror movies,foreplay,holding hands,really good bands...
Turn offs: Losers,liars,cheaters,meanness,too clean,feet,hairyness,chocolate ice cream,rootbeer,bi guys,shaved heads,all forms of confrontation,bad skin days,being in a group of people and only knowing one person,overplayed songs on the radio,people who have it far too easy,fighting,copycats,eatting too much,my face without make up,when i cant sleep,mental block,losing the backs of my earrings,smudgy eyeliner,paranoia,the feeling of loniness,missing the bus,being forgetful,bad hair days,losing contact with old friends,feeling tired,being hot,crying,being so bored it drives u crazy,knowing u shouldve done sumthing differently,finding out when its too late,the smell of hospitals,waiting rooms,losing things,feeling awkward,the feeling of guilt,upsetting people,dropping things,nails down a blackboard,seafood,being late,jealously,early mornings,arguing,depression,being all achy,being upset for no reasons,exams,when ur pen runs out of ink,not being able to help,worrying,regret,shallow people,bad luck,wasps,people who always complain about there appearence when there beautiful,growing apart,tension between people,people abusing my trust,being apart from sumone u love,being lied to,guys that break my heart,being with sumone and feeling alone,not being able to be comfortable around sumone,being wrong,losing,and i hate that i care too much....
Hobbies: uhhh S E X
I admire: My cuzin Daryl...hes the singer of glassjaw and head automatica =)
Favorite movies: The Ninja Turtles!!!!! whoa!! American History X, Bully, Black Circle Boys, The crow,Matchstick Men,saw,texas chainsaw massacre,badder santa,butterfly effect,elf,scary movie 3 and cat in the hat!!!
Favorite TV shows: mets baseball. family guy. american dad. i fucking love iron chef. aqua teen hunger force. the office. the daily show. reno 911. legends of the hidden temple. global guts.
Best feature: ive been told my hair,lips,eyes and boobies
Piercings?: yea...my ears and my lip
Tatoos?: no just scarification
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