Last Online: Apr 21, 2020 Date Joined: Nov 19, 2004 Real name: Grumpy The Care Bear Country: - United States State/Province: Ohio Status: Dating Sex: Female Age: 18 Sexuality: Bisexual  Become a member Become a member Become a member Become a member
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About me: I am a figure skater, I have been skating for 8.5 years. It has been my dream hobby, since I could watch television. I was also at one point in ballete, only because it would help for skating. I only ended up doing that for like 2-3 months. I really didn't like it. I was also a cheerleader, for OhioCheerForce, but they kept cancelling my lession, and then I went to this one cheer team, and I didn't like the warm ups that they did, nor did I like the routine. And last but not least I was and Irish dancer, and that stayed with me for about 2 weeks, and I couldn't take the pain on my knees.
I am becoming a Sophomore this year. I made Honor Roll, and I am pretty proud with myself about that. I don't attend Public School. I was pulled out for my teachers calling me a smart ass, failure, and stupid. They also did not treat any students well and didn't help me like they are supposed to. So I was un-enrolled. The day I was un-enrolled 5 other students were getting pulled out, for the same reason. I atted ECOT (Electronic Class Of Tomorrow) It is a wonderful school for many reasons. If anything I think school should all be done by computer.
IMPORTANT: I love to work with mentally retarded people. It makes me feel that I can help them reach their goal. I work with Special Olympics and pretty much everything. The reason why I love this so much is because people don't treat handicapped people how they should be. They are one of us. Accept them for who they are. Not what they act, look, or what they say. They are people learn to live with them.
A little survey to know ALOT more about me.
1. Kissed your cousin: yes.
2. Ran away: yes
3. Pictured your crush naked: seen him nakey.
4. skipped school: yes alot.
5. Broken someone's heart: so i think
6. Been in love: yeah. hurt. left me. i wish he dies.
7. Cried when someone died? yep
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: yea
9. Broken a bone: tailbone, wrist, finger, toe, knee, elbow, foot. Need I say more?
10. Done something embarrasing: lol oh yeah, thats my thing dawg
11. Done a drug: nope. don't plan to.
12. Cried in school: yes
WHICH IS BETTER
13. Coke or Pepsi: soda.
14. Sprite or 7UP: dunno!
15. Girls or Guys: both
16. Flowers or Candy: both
17. Scruffy or Clean shaven: doesnt matter
18. Blondes or Brunettes: uhm...
19. Bitchy or Slutty: NEITHER
20. Tall or Short: well I'm short, and I don't like it, my boyfriend is taller than me, and its wierd
21. Pants or Shorts: im wearing pants....lol...so pants are better
22. Night or Day: both
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
23. What do you notice first: eyes
24. Last person you slow danced with: jason
25. Worst Question To Ask: Do you want to have sex? Are you tight? Do you queef? Do you want to have CyBeR? Do you want to have PhoNE sex? Are you loose?
THE LAST TIME YOU...
26. Showered: in the rain...lol
27. Stepped outside: not too long ago
28. Had Sex: 2 days ago.
RANDOM
29. Romantic memory: I have one, but I try to forget.
30. Your Good Luck Charm: any number that has 3 in it, and a mannatee that is stuffed. AND gold thongs.
31. Person You Hate Most? Kellsey Weeks
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: Getting together with Jason
33. On your desk: Monitor, keyboard, mouse, microphone, speakers, and a watch.
34. Picture on your desktop: A awesome background made by VERSION FIVE
35. Color: Blue
36. Movie: Nemo
37. Artist: Uhm, no one.
38. Car: dunno yet I am still debating on two cars. And they are VERY expensive!
39. Ice Cream: Depends on my mood! yummm
40. Season: All year
41. Breakfast Food:hmmm, cereal COOKIE CRISPS!
WHO
42. Makes you laugh the most: alot of ppl
43. Makes you smile: alot of ppl
44. Can make you feel better no matter what: alot of ppl
45. Has A Crush On You: Jason DeFranco
46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone?: Yes, Jason
47. Who Has it easier?Guys or Girls?: Neither, we all have it hard. Why would any of us have it easy. We all live a different life. That was probably the dumbest question to ask.
48. Gives you A Funny Feeling When You See Them: Jason.
DO YOU EVER
49. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: If I'm expecting it yeah, but I always have my phones with me.
50. Save AIM conversations: Depends.
51. Save E-mails: Not really.
52. Forward secret E-mails:Nope.
53. Wish you were someone else: No, because if you think about it, in reality, you don't know what that person is going through, or what they will go through. It takes alot of time to walk in someone elses shoes. So you never know that if the person you want to be has problems or not. So really I don't wish I was anyone else.
54. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: Again, you don't know what that person goes through. It goes for the rest of the questions....As who has it easier, and do you wish to be someone else.
55. Wear perfume: Body spray, and a little.
56. Kiss: Yes all the time.
57. Cuddle: Yes all the time.
58. Go online for longer than eight hours at a time: Everyday.
HAVE YOU EVER
59. Fallen for your best friend?: yes
60. made out with JUST a friend?: yes.
61. Kissed two people in the same day?: yes
62. Had sex with two different people in the same day?: uhm, not that I know of.
63. Been rejected: Yes plenty of times. It doesn't hurt that much once you get used to it.
64. Been in love?: Already asked this question and yes, I have, I try to forget. But I think I am truly in love now!
65. Been in lust?: haha infatuation fills everyone.
66. Used someone?: Once, wrong thing to do.
67. Been used?: Indeed
68. Cheated on someone?: Yeah, and learned my fucking lesson.
69. Been cheated on?: Yes
70. Been kissed?: Uhm yea.
71. Done something you regret?: Yes, but it was only one thing.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You touched?: Sara... and tara...lol
73. You talked to?: Sara and tara
74. You hugged?: grandma and grandpa
75. you instant messaged?: a friend
76. You kissed?: Jason
77. You yelled at?: No one.
78. You thought about?: Jason
79. Who text messaged you?: Ally
80. Who broke your heart?: Brett....
81. Who told you they loved you?: Sadly alot of ppl.
DO YOU...
82. Color your hair?: yes indeed
83. Have tattoos?: nope
84. Have piercings?: yes
85. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes
86. Own a webcam?: nope
87. Own a thong?: Yes. A ton of them..
88. Ever get off the damn computer?: yes
89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: A little.
90. Habla espanol?: Si! Yo amor Jason.
91. Quack?: pato
HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
92. Stolen anything?:yes
93. Smoke?: yes
94. Schizophrenic?: nope
95. Obsessive?: yes
96. Compulsive?: yes
97. Obsessive compulsive?: yes.
98. Panic?: yes
99. Anxious?: nope
100. Depressed?: yes.
called Beloved from VNV Nation.
It's colder than before The seasons took all they had come for Now winter dances here It seems so fitting don't you think To dress the ground in white And grey It's so quiet I can hear My thoughts touching every second that I spent Waiting for you Circumstances afford me No second chance To tell you How much I've missed you My beloved do you know When the warm wind comes again Another year will start to pass Please don't ask me why I'm here Something deeper brought me That a need to remember We were once young and blessed with wings No heights could keeps us from their reach No sacred place we did not soar Still greater things burned within us I don't regret the choices that I've made I know you feel the same My beloved do you know How many times I stared at clouds Thinking that I saw you there These are feelings that do not pass so easily I can't forget what we claimed as ours Moments lost though time remains I am so proud of what we were No pain remains No feeling Eternity awaits Grant me wings that I might fly My restless soul is longing No pain remains No feeling Eternity awaits My beloved do you know When the warm wind comes again Another year will start to pass Please don't ask me why I'm here Something deeper brought me That a need to remember My beloved do you know How many times I stared at clouds Thinking that I saw you there These are feelings that do not pass so easily I can't forget what we claimed as ours Moments lost though time remains I am so proud of what we were No pain remains No feeling Eternity awaits Grant me wings that I might fly My restless soul is longing No pain remains No feeling Eternity awaits Moments lost though time remains I am so proud of what we were No pain remains No feeling Eternity awaits Grant me wings that I might fly My restless soul is longing No pain remains No feeling Eternity awaits
I really don't view myself as anyone but myself. Because I don't want to ever be like anyone else. I don't really like labels. (E.G. Raver, Prep, Punk, Goth, Skater,Nerd) I really think that is in pre-school stage, and I have friends of many sizes, and styles. I say whatever you want to wear, or whatever you want to do expresses the way you feel about things. I don't really label. Like I couldn't stand people saying that I used to date a Raver. You know what? He is a person just like all of us, and if you can't handle that then don't even think about continuing to talk to me.
Also, everyone sees things differently. I don't see why we have to label ourselves. God put us on earth so we could get along, not sit there and label and hate. Obviously most people don't think. But you got to learn how to accept it, because that is the way some people are.
Like people will label me and I say think what you want. I wear what I want, say what I want and act how I want. If you can't accept the way I am now, then DON'T accept me at all.
Turn ons: *boys, pretty girls, music, black eyeliner,
golden shades of eyeshadow, pink, blue, black
eyes, black lips, black nails, industrial
music, happy hardcore, trance, pretty eyes, a
cuddley body, a nice stomach, nice teeth,
great sense of humor, and a great
personality.*
Turn offs: hair in places where it shouldn't be, nosey
people, annoying, careless, unkind,
un-loveable, people that sound like girly
girls when they cough and do nothing about
the goddamned cough, and just sit there and
keep coughing! OMG it drives me nuts...aka my
dad
Hobbies: skating, belly dancing,Singing, Dancing, Cheering,
Irish Dance
I admire: My fiance
Favorite movies: FINDING NEMO
Favorite TV shows: Spongebob, family guy futurama, maury
Best feature: boobs, smile, eyes
Piercings?: my ears, and soon to be belly button
Tatoos?: nope but im getting one soon.
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