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morningstar's thoughts

2:35pm, Oct 20th 2006
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i dunno wot to do anymore i wanna leave this rez but then again i dont wanna i love this place, except i dunno wot i love about this place every time i leave i feel like i'm leaving something behind. mabye it's just all the memories here i feel like a prisoner trapped in my mind my friends and family i don't deserve how do i escape this misery why is everything hard on me i look around and see other people with their smiles and it makes me wonder if their really happy and how they make it look so easy i try to be normal i try to be strong but everything i try to do is always wrong maybe i don't deserve this life maybe i don't deserve to die my head is filled with hate my heart is filled with pain i know that when u commit suicide u die but then death wouldn't be the same the days are to long the night is too short the way i am is hard to ignore through my dreams i escape reality but sometimes it ain't enough to keep me from going crazy my feelings and troubles i can't explain wot if life was all a game and were jus getting played its all too much to keep up wit if u took time to think about it wouldn't u rather be dead morningstar's thoughts

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