i love how i feel so invisible to you
knowing u see me too..
thats just what i don't get
you toy with my mind for a little bit
then never say anything to me
and i know you see me
its like i'm here jumpin up and down
yellin and screamin but u can't hear a sound
so i sit here watchin you
hopin you say just a word or two
but the longer i sit here
the more i fear
that you never saw me at all
that it was all just my imagination growing too tall
taller and taller...it grows inside my head
then all at once it just falls and my mind is now dead
empty thoughts of you
run through my mind too..
at least i know now not to let myself get caught up in you
all the "baby i love you's" and "i want you here with me", was all bullshit too...
i'll hold myself to it
i'll not let myself go through it...
once again i hear those words from you
knowing the shit i'm gonna through
i let myself go again.
i drift off in your sin
sin of love and passion
but i know it won't be lastin
someday i will let go of you
but until that day, i will promise you this to
every word you say
every promise you break day by day
i will remember always and forever
and it will leave my heart severed